Find Meaning in the “Theater of Pain”
1. The weaknesses of our
bodies sustained by Christ’s strength
2. The weaknesses of our
souls sustained by Christ’s grace
In
a magazine on leadership, a pastor wrote about a story from his younger days in
the ministry. He said that in his early 30's he began to experience sharp pain
from migraine headaches. The thing about these headaches is that they became
predictable, almost down to the very hour. The pastor remarked how the
headaches would come during the month of May in every even-numbered year. They
came on around 1:00 in the morning every other night and lasted about three
weeks. Then they stopped until the next year. The pastor said he had four
sequences of migraines that matched this schedule.
He
went to see a specialist for more answers and to his surprise he found out that
it was quite a common problem for young men in leadership roles. The specialist
said that these incidents were marked by two commonalities – young men who were
not at peace with themselves and had unresolved relationship issues. It turns
out for the pastor that the relationship most unsettled was actually his
relationship with God. When he took the time to draw nearer to God for his own
personal faith, the physical pain subsided. When looking back on the problem,
the pastor summarized his quest woth one question that needed answering: What
does God want to teach me while I’m in the theater of pain?
That’s
an interesting way to phrase the situation, but it’s also appropriate. We know
God is loving. We know God is powerful. Why would He use pain to instruct? The
very idea of our God connected to a theater of pain sounds absurd. And yet, the
pastor learned the lesson and grew in his faith through it. The Lord used the
pain to bless him, as He continues to do for so many others. Today, we explore
that question for ourselves – how do we find meaning in the “theater of pain,”
through another example, this time from the Bible and from the life of the
Apostle Paul. We read from 2 Corinthians 12:9-10:
But he [Jesus] said to
me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness."
Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power
of Christ may rest upon me. 10 For the sake of Christ, then, I am content with
weaknesses, insults, hardships, persecutions, and calamities. For when I am
weak, then I am strong.
Paul
was on the defensive here. He knew the Corinthians well. He helped establish
the congregation. He lovingly admonished them in his first letter over a number
of open and immoral sins. Yet, after all he had done for them, as a pastor, leader,
and fellow Christian; near the end of his second letter here he was on the
defensive. Paul was on the defensive because new teachers had entered the
congregation. Paul called them “super-apostles,” or to put it another way,
“teachers above and beyond.” He gave them this title because they spoke so much
about their greatness. Paul was on the defensive because the Corinthians were
listening to these false teachers and ignoring Paul. He was old news to them.
He wasn’t relevant anymore. His message didn’t resonate with them. He wasn’t
worth the time.
But
the danger was that these super-apostles were not really apostles of Christ.
Paul expressed his concerns for the Corinthians in this way, 2 Corinthians 11:3-4 But I fear, lest
somehow, as the serpent deceived Eve by his craftiness, so your minds may be
corrupted from the simplicity that is in Christ. 4 For if he who comes preaches
another Jesus whom we have not preached, or if you receive a different spirit which
you have not received, or a different gospel which you have not accepted-- you
may well put up with it!
Part 1
So, on the defensive, both for his ministry and for the faith of the Corinthians, Paul gets personal. He takes a page out of the playbook of these super-apostles and boasts about his accomplishments. If anyone wanted to measure Paul’s worth based on qualities, or things given to God in the name of the ministry, he had quite a resume. In 2 Corinthians 11, Paul doesn’t hold back in his experiences as an apostle:
So, on the defensive, both for his ministry and for the faith of the Corinthians, Paul gets personal. He takes a page out of the playbook of these super-apostles and boasts about his accomplishments. If anyone wanted to measure Paul’s worth based on qualities, or things given to God in the name of the ministry, he had quite a resume. In 2 Corinthians 11, Paul doesn’t hold back in his experiences as an apostle:
· in labors more
abundant,
· in stripes above
measure,
· in prisons more
frequently,
· in deaths often.
· From the Jews five
times I received forty stripes minus one.
· Three times I was
beaten with rods;
· once I was stoned;
· three times I was shipwrecked;
a night and a day I have been in the deep;
· in journeys often,
o
in
perils of waters,
o
in
perils of robbers,
o
in
perils of my own countrymen,
o
in
perils of the Gentiles,
o
in
perils in the city,
o
in
perils in the wilderness,
o
in
perils in the sea,
o
in
perils among false brethren;
· in weariness and toil,
· in sleeplessness often,
· in hunger and thirst,
· in fastings often,
· in cold and nakedness
· besides the other
things, what comes upon me daily: my deep concern for all the churches.
When
the world measures the value of a person’s faith, it’s always done in terms of
what they have gone through. Within that system, Paul was an apostle of the
highest order. Even the highly regarded super-apostles, praised for their
accomplishments, couldn’t hold a candle to Paul. And yet, at the very end of
Paul’s list he says this, 2 Corinthians
11:30 If I must boast, I will boast of the things that show my weakness.
This
was a lesson for the Corinthians, but also a confession from Paul. He didn’t
want to boast. He wished he didn’t have to defend his apostleship – he had
given plenty of evidence in the past to the Corinthians of his love for them,
evidence that was so quickly forgotten. And he was concerned for the danger
they were hastening after. So Paul did compare. He did boast. But, most
important of all – he boasted of his weakness, because in His weakness the
power of Christ was exalted.
Almost
all of the ordeals that Paul mentioned dealt with his physical life. As Paul
transitioned into chapter 12 he mentioned a specific physical ailment that he
had. He doesn’t describe it in detail, other than calling it a “thorn in his
flesh” and something delivered from Satan. Paul says he pleaded with the Lord
three times to relieve this ailment, but the Lord chose not to. And in a direct
message, Christ told him, “My grace is
sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness.”
With
everything that Paul endured as an apostle, we don’t know why he spoke most
directly of this “thorn in the flesh.” He had been through a number of things
that many of us will never experience. It might sound easy to say on the
surface that none of these things should have been an issue for Paul at all. It
might be easy to criticize him as if he didn’t trust in the Lord enough. But
those responses are as incorrect as they are heartless. Paul wasn’t complaining
that the physical problems are more important than spiritual. He wasn’t
doubting God’s grace or strength. Rather, like all sinful and forgiven mortal
humans, Paul felt the connection between his body and his soul.
Ultimately,
all believers know what is most important in life, and all believers trust that
nothing can take away the love of Christ that promises eternal life. But it’s
natural to feel the pain of physical burdens too. What happens to our natural
bodies has an effect of the status of our souls. And as children of God who
trust that He works everything for the best in our lives, we ponder the same
questions about finding meaning in the theater of pain. Paul tells us what he
learned. His strength was found in His almighty and powerful Savior and that
strength was displayed to its fullest extent in the moments where Paul suffered
the most. By grace we can say the same.
Like
Paul, you can boast in your weaknesses. Don’t be like the super-apostles. They
tried to mask their weaknesses in the vanity of their own strength. But, that
thin veil was sure to rip apart under extreme trial. What might your thorn in
the flesh be? You don’t have to feel ashamed about it. Don’t worry if others
ignorantly try to minimize your struggles. Only you will ever know the full
extent of its effect. But also learn and accept the greater lesson by faith.
Whatever you go through, God is stronger. You become a stronger person too, the
greater your weaknesses are evident, not because of who you are, but because of
who Jesus is. And so in any state, there is always hope in His name.
Part 2
God
is in control and cares for our physical lives. He is able to use His almighty
power to take away our problems. Yet, there is so much more to our relationship
with God than just these simple points. And without a deeper understanding of
God grace, as well as His power, we will never find an answer to that question
of understanding the theater or pain. Remember, Jesus said no to Paul’s
prayer of deliverance three times. Remember, Paul did not boast in his
mission of deliverance being accomplished, but instead in his abundant
weaknesses. And most of all, remember what Jesus said to Paul. “My grace is sufficient.”
Grace
is not a gift for our bodies. It’s a blessing that applies to the soul. Grace
is what changes our hearts so that we can say with Paul, “When I am weak, then I am strong.” Grace may not change any of the
details of our physical lives. To the untrained observer, there may seem to be
no change. And yet, grace moves obstacles that are insurmountable to our own
efforts. This is part of the amazing miracle of God’s love in Christ. It defies
observation just as much as it defies Satan’s ploys. It seems ordinary and
insufficient but in reality it unlocks untold treasures of eternity. And so
just as Jesus said, so Paul believed. “My
grace is sufficient for you.” We’ve described grace to some extent. Let us
move on to the second feature of that promise that defies expectation –
Christ’s grace is sufficient.
The
thought of sufficiency means to bring an activity to completion, and not only
to end it, but to complete it in the best way possible. This was the same word
spoken by Christ on the cross, at the height of his physical and spiritual
suffering – in the moment of being forsaken by His righteous Father, Jesus
declared, “It is finished.”
Literally, it is sufficient. Jesus completed the task that was necessary for
the salvation of the world – in the fullest way possible and in the best way
possible. He was the acceptable sacrifice. Through faith, our sufficiency flows
from Christ’s. Just as the Father put His divine approval on Jesus as the
payment for sin, so also Jesus now has the power to declare that His love and
mercy is approved to cover your problems. No matter what you face, whether a
pain of body or soul, you are made complete in Christ’s grace.
Now
the third amazing aspect of this promise. My
grace is sufficient for you.
Here’s where we see more than just the power of God’s grace. Sure, it can cover
any sin, it can erase any mistake, it can blot out any transgression, it can
heal any disease, or bind up any broken heart. But, I propose this is where it
means the most – that it for you. If
Christ was not for you, nothing else would matter. Grace becomes tender and
personal when we see that God promises it for
you. That’s when we can finally lower our defenses and trust God, when we
see Him as both divine Lord and merciful Savior, who knows and calls us each by
name.
So,
how do we understand the theater of pain that so often afflicts our bodies and
souls? Paul’s answer is surprising but also spot on. When I am weak, then I am strong. Not because of any boast I can
make of my life. But because my sufficiency is from Christ. When He says, “My grace is sufficient for you.” I can
trust that, because He verified that promise with His own life.
That
doesn’t mean you won’t feel pain, or you won’t be touched by sorrow. Quite the
contrary in fact. You might suffer more for being one of Christ’s. But, what it
does mean is that you are complete, no matter how you might feel like your
lacking. And it means you have a truth worth hanging onto – for eternity in
fact. Amen.